my crossing

i went to my friend's house last night. she threw some sort of a get together dinner for everyone who has been her friends way back since highschool.

it was wacky and full of fun, tuksuhan, kulitan and asaran. hayyy..how time flies, almost all of them have their own family na. konti na lang ata kmi that remains single and most of us are women pa. a male friend nga even asked us why we are not yet getting married. we're all in the right age na naman daw and all of us have careers to be proud of. well, my answer was simply because i haven't found the right one yet and he answered me back na baka naman daw kase ang taas ng standard ko in a guy, to which im guilty of. i dunno but somehow with all the men that i've dated with, only few have reached that level of my satisfaction in the qualities of a partner that im looking for. somehow, i was also thinking siguro nga im just looking for too much. baka nga pwede naman to settle for some qualities na lang and to find them all in a guy in the long run would just be a bonus and it requires hard work and prayer. hehehe

anyway, we just talked all throughout the night. we finished i think around 5 am na. it was like pumasok din ako ng night shift but it was worth it naman. was able to reminisce with them the old times and how far we've become after all those years.

i only hope that the next time we meet again, lahat kami me partner na and happily married. :)

i was supposed to be happy kase wala kame pasok tonight till tomorrow so we'll be reporting pa on monday night. then on monday naman, we also dnt have any classes here sa manila times so sarap talaga kase todo bakasyon.

im already planning ahead of the things i have to do this coming weekend. well, aside from the fact that i needed to attend to my classes, parang gusto ko rin manood ng movie then magpa body spa...i might do that nga, hopefully d ako tamarin. hehe

anyways, tomorrow we're going to my highshcool friend's house. she and her husband just got back from the US and is planning to spend here the upcoming holidays. im sure kwentuhan to the max yun kase naman it's been quite awhile since the last time we saw each other. it's been ages na rin coz we've all been busy with our own careers plus of course the fact na sa US na siya nakatira...im looking forward to that get together tomorrow evening, buti na lang talaga wala kami pasok, we have enough time to bond.

anyways, kaya ang title ng post is nakakainis is because of this guy (yeah, u read it right another guy) :P...he was a long lost and found textmate actually. it's been years na rin since the last time nakita ko siya and so now he wants to see me again but the problem is everytime we would set a date to meet, laging nagkaka problem siya resulting sa hindi niya pagsipot sa supposed to be date namin. so sa inis ko, i ignored all his messages. binura ko na ung chance or possibility na mgkaroon ng romantic relationship with him kase he kept on telling me that  he likes me, but i need proof di ba, he needs to do something to show his sincerity. i mean, u can't just simply say that in text. been there and done that before and i know how things usually goes with that kind of "relationship" if that can be called as one. so anyways, for awhile he stopped but then when he saw me just today online, nangulit na naman. actually, gusto ko na agad siya supladahan but i kept my cool. i waited for the right timing to confront him why he's acting like that and then he asked me again to go out with him. so i told him frankly na ayaw ko na, and ang sagot ba naman eh sige kung ayaw mo, bye. whoaaaa..what the f*ck. dnt get me wrong peeps, it's not that im mad kase d na matutuloy ung date or nbawasan ng isa ung mga prospect ko but the thing there is, ganun na ba talga ang mga guys ngayon? wala na tlagang ka effort effort..hay naku, good thing na rin ngayon pa lang nalaman ko na ugali niya, at least d na kami magaaksaya ng panahon pa. hehe  

nga pala, i want to watch prime sana kaya lang ala naman ako kasama. ung buddy ko naman siguro hanggang ngayon naghihilik pa kase rest day niya at baka bumabawi pa sa tulog.

hay, sige till here na lang muna tong post ko.

one of tmtli's student invited me to attend the bazaar at the makati sports club last saturday and sunday. i was supposed to be with leslie but i ended up texting jerome to accompany me since he live nearby. leslie had to go to their house in marikina for an important matter that day. while on our way to the place, i told my buddy about one of my friend's predicament. since he's also a man, i wanna see how he would react to the situation. 

it's like this kase. my friend got a girl pregnant. he only found that out after a month they've been separated. now, he is doubtful if the child is really his. and the last resort would be to wait till the child is born then perform some sort of a DNA test. but while waiting, the girl's lawyer sent him a demand letter asking him to provide 50k for the delivery and then 10k every month for the financial support since he refused to marry the girl. it's not because he is shying away from the responsibilty but for the simple reason that he doesnt love her anymore. now, what the woman did was a smart move but wouldn't it result to carrying the guilt forever if it's not really my friend's baby and he even told me that the blackmail thing she did just only added to his disliking/despising the girl. he said, maybe she thought she could use the child as a reason for him to stay.

with that story my buddy also admitted that almost the same thing happened to him way back but thank goodness he said coz it was not conceived. i've come to a conclusion how men sometimes learn their lessons the hard way. why can't they just simply wait till they get married..argghhhhh..men..men...i can't say much.