my crossing

arggghhhh..took me tons of self encouragement to write something again and update my little bitty blog.

honestly, these days ang dami kong kinatatamarang gawin which i know is not a good sign at all, knowing that this is just bt the beginning of a new year. im supposed to have more concise and yet achievable plans and goals in life.

new year= just when the first week of january came in, im already in a financial turmoil involving difficult choices. i know it's still manegeable, hopefully with all the resources available, but i can't help myself but worry with the possibility that i might end up doing again what i've decided not to do anymore whenevever im in the middle of a financial predicament...guess, i was left with restricted options. credit cards really sucks. it pisses me off knowing i would have to pay through the nose because of my credit card bills...darn!

new dear=oh well, i would have to skip this topic since i can't relate eh. hehe just wanna take things slowly this time, hopefully i can.

new fear=am making no utterance of this this thing. much as possible i dnt wanna entertain it, if i can help it. looking forward being a worry free individual.

guess, that's all for now. my mind is loaded with lots of ideas but i can't seem to figure how to put it into writing or perhaps am just too lazy though to think and write.

some of the pics taken last dec 18th, when we had our xmas party at bahay mapagmahal.

it was all fun and we were moved with the rondalla songs the kids prepared for us.

just want to extend my appreciation to all the people who supported me in making this dream of mine come true.

may the good Lord bless us always to share it to these people

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i woke up a bit late than usual kanina kase hindi ako nag report sa tmtli. naalala ko kase na i need to meet sheryll and mercy to get the lactum chocolate drinks that we're planning to share to the kids at bahay mapagmahal. since medyo madami un and they can't carry it all together with the other give aways, i volunteered to just get it from them na. im so happy that these two friends of mine are extending their effort to help me materialize the upcoming xmas party that we're going to celebrate with the kids at bahay mapagmahal.

on our way to the meeting place somewhere in paranaque, sobrang nakakamangha ang dami ng tao sa area ng cubao, super siksikan ang mga tao sa mrt. i was with my sister since siya ung pagdadalhin ko ng mga drinks pauwi sa bahay kase ang hirap kung dadalhin ko pa siya all the way sa office. dumaan muna kami sa plaza fair para bumili ng sample item as a prize for our fish activity on friday and natatawa kaming dalawa kase sobrang haba ng pila sa mga gift items. parang everybody seems to be in a rush in buying gifts for their loved ones. well, i cannot blame them kase ako nga mismo ala pa rin masyadong gifts na nabibili, so i can't imagine myself how i'm going to make up for it. tapos hassle pa ung sistema ng mga staff on that department store kase doble ang pag re-resibo nila ng item na pinamili mo, in return it caused a delay and a long thread lining sa cashier.

i thought pagdating namin sa area ng taft which is the last station ng mrt south, madali na lang kaming makakasakay ng bus papunta ng coastal mall. to my disappointment, ang layo ng nilakad namin kung saan nagsasakay ng pasahero ang mga buses then punuan pa. pagdating namin sa coastal mall, medyo nagtaka pa ako kase ang konti ng tao though lahat ng nakasalubong namin palabas eh puro me mga bitbit na pinamili. i was just surprised to see na maluwag ang hallway unlike sa gateway mall and other malls surrounding araneta, tila d mahulugang karayom ang dami ng tao. i realized, it must be the place where the mall is situated. hindi kase matao sa lugar na iyon kahit pa nga along the highway.

anyway, madami ang nagsasabi na ngayong pasko madami ang naghihirap, parang di nila feel ang spirit o tunay na diwa nito ngunit ganunpaman siguro higit sa materyal na bagay na siyang nagbibigay sigla sa tuwing sumasapit ang okasyong ito, ang mahalaga ay kapiling natin yung mga mahal natin sa buhay sa araw na ito. tumanda na ako at nagkaisip ngunit para sa aken, ito pa rin ang paborito kong okasyon sa buong taon. sana lahat tayo ay magkaroon ng isang meaningful na xmas celebration.

merry christmas everyone. :)